New girl
so i started having sexual thoughts about my dad when i moved back home last year. he would pop into my head while i was getting myself off and when it first started i thought i was disgusting but after a couple months i accepted it and went more deep into the fantasy. after awhile i got really curious if this was normal so i got online and tried to find out and i came across this place. it was a total relief that i wasnt out of my mind. i never really thought id want to pursue anything with my dad, that it was just a silly fantasy of mine until i saw other girls got to be with their dads. so yeah im at this point where i want to have something sexual with my dad happen…but we have a great friendship and have lots of fun together and i dont want to mess up our relationship in anyway. so if i do try something it has to be super small so if i get a crazy reaction i can cover it up very very easily. he has never ever made any move or suggestion that he would want to have any sexual contact with me. he and my mother have been in a pretty good marriage for 25 years. does anyone have any suggestions or comments that would help me out in anyway?