My mum and now possibly more
Hi forum users. This is a first time post which I am making because I am confused about a situation that has arisen in my household. To start with, I will say roughly how things got to where they are.A few years ago, my dad left home. This entirely broke my family apart, it was unexpected and hit really hard. On that very day, my mum who was a complete wreck told me I was the man of the house now. At the time, I surprised myself as I thought that could only mean one thing.I had fantasised over my mum before, we only have 15 years between us in age, so that made her even more appealing to my young mind. So with her mentally and emotionally distraught I took complete advantage of the situation. I would like to say that she was entirely willing at the time, but Im not sure she really had a clue or felt as if she had a choice (she did). So with my wet dream becoming a reality, I took her that same night. Things were never the same again. She has always been a broken woman to a degree, submissive, nervous but still always loving, which is returned to her. I didnt exactly get all this for nothing though. The day after that I said fuck off to school Considering I hadnt taken my final exams I gave up a lot, knowing I would have done well and could have a good career. We needed financial support and I was old enough to leave school and do it.I then really did become the man of the house. Working a crap job trying to work my up (partly successful), but also being a dad to my younger sister who I took care of in the literal sense. She started coming to me for guidance and structure in her life. I think I really did a great job as she is doing well in school and didnt go off the rails or anything at all. She is well adjusted and happy.Sure some people may say I am a bastard for taking advantage of mum, I accept that. Even now Im not the best son/lover in the world. Ive got her to do things she never wanted to do or thought she would enjoy: anal, oral, bondage, watersports and more. I refer to her sometimes as my little fuck toy and she accepts it, along with my cock everyday.Great you say, some guy took advantage of his mum and gets his rocks off everyday using her, why bother telling us? Well the thing is, I could never keep this totally secret from my sister. As time went by she got to know what was going on until we just stopped hiding it. I wondered if it was a mistake or not, but she took it quite well and still looked up to me as a surrogate father and brother. But now she is really coming of age, and in my country is now of legal age And after so long of seeing mum seemingly be happy getting what I give her, shes started making some moves on me.Holy shit, another wet dream come true. Too good to be true? Maybe. I havent done anything yet, except tell her to wait a little bit and see how things go. But she is getting anxious and obviously more interested as time goes by. My question really is, we are both adults, so should I take her like she and I both want? It seems strange to ask as I never thought twice about taking mum. But now I feel more mature and sensible and am just wondering if this is going to fuck her life up or if I can keep them both happy. Its taking all my effort to stop myself going into her room right now, ripping her clothes off and fucking the hell out of her. I wouldnt do that anyway as shes a virgin, but I want it.So am I going down a bad road where our good life is going to be messed up or should I just do my best to bring her into it as she wants? Or is my hesitation because I feel guilty about how I first went about being with my mum? Any advice or help from people with family experience would be great.