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Hi, im new to this forum. I know there a post earlier similar to this one. but i have noone to tell, and its driving me crazy im 20 years old, and recently came out to just about all my friends, its been a process over the last year, with all my closer friends knowing first until now. where everyone knows. my thing has always been that my str8 guy friends were my friends and thats it. and thats how i always thought of them, but within the last couple of months. i have fell for one of my friends, hes straight, but somethign doesnt click with me. he does things that i just cant help but question. hes not ur typical guy, hes really hot but he thinks with his brain, not his penis. and hes told me before not to hook up with this guy because i could do better, he said “dont do it for me”, and i dont know what to get from it. he calls me in the middle of the night sometimes to see what im doing, and he wants me to hang out wiht him alot. and when we hang out, we sit closer to eachother than i think we should. were not touching, but were damn close. and he’ll always look at me, and tap my arms. and he even gets mad with me sometimes, in the way that i feel like were in a relationship. i feel like his b/f sometimes, and i think a part of me only wants to sleep with him(not even sexually). just in the same bed, next to each other. i cant picture doing anythign sexual with him. but im really emotionally attracted to him. i care fror him alot. i get jealous when he talks about hooking up with girls. i tell him hes better than that to keep him from doing things with them. ive even had a gay friend of mine ask me what was up between us before. and i told him nothing cause he was str8, and my gay friend said it seemed like we were more. im confused myself, if wether were just really good friends of if theres more. im not even sure about it, i cant imagine how he feels. if he feels anything at all what do u guys think?

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