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This forum has it’s share of “uncertainty” in it and I suppose every time a topic like this pops up you think “another one ? just get a clue already” . Well, that’s what I’ve been trying to do so please hear me out. First let me introduce myself: I’m C, I’m 26, and I’m from Romania. You will understand in a moment why I’m so reticent in giving out my name, so let’s get the story going My puberty+ years have been kinda uncertain for me. I mean I knew I liked women, but I was also confused, knowing there was another option, but I wasn’t allowed to explore it at all because of the country I live in. That didn’t clear out very quickly, but I always thought of myself as 99 heterosexual; until I discovered I like to play with my ass anyway From there on life didn’t get any easyer. I lost my virginity at 20 (with a woman), I’ve had a few short and long-term relationships, but the thought that I might be bisexual (or gay) never left my mind. I never gave it much attention at first, but as time passed by and my toys kept pleasuring my ass, my mind started REALLY wondering how it would be to have sex with a man. Now this wouldn’t be so much of a problem if I lived in Netherlands, but I’m not that lucky… I live in Romania and people here are really REALLY retarded when it comes to accepting gay people (note: bisexual people even more). Just to give you some sort of idea on how retarded people are about this, I’ve never EVER seen two men kiss on the street, or even hold hands, and all my relatives, friends, etc. are against gay people., gay marriage, etc. Anyway, back to the problem at hand - I have a few doubts. First of all, gay porn doesn’t really turn me on, but seing a hard cock does. Second - I don’t want a relationship, I just want to experiment a little. And third - I’m beginning to believe I don’t want sex with a man, I just want to see the difference between a dildo and a real cock in my ass. I have a strong suspicion that I might be bisexual, although because of the aforementioned doubts I’m not going to be able to confirm it until I’ve actually had sex with a man. Right now I believe I’m 80 straight, but the percentage is never stable, since my mind has been gradually getting used to the idea (and the desire) to have sex with a man, and everyhing that comes with it. So, what are your thoughts on this? Does anyone have any solutions for me? Any gay people from Romania here? Lots of thanks in advance :p