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where I pretty much KNOW the answer to my problem, sorta, but I feel like ranting and seeing what others tell me anyway. Anywho. yeah- to be straightforward. I am REALLY frustrated. Why? Because of a certain paradox there seems to be in this world- the more you want someone, the less someones there are for you. Or to phrase it better: The more you long for a boyfriend/girlfriend, and the more you try to find someone, and/or stress about it, the less likely you are to find someone. I mean, I havent really TRIED to find someone really. I havent gone to any gay youth group or a gay bar (for younger aged people…Im in Berlin right now so drinkin is legal). But yeah…I just get so frustrated. I feel like I never run into other gay people. Seriously, I really never have had a friendship with someone else who is gay, atleast in person. Ive had one boyfriend, and it was horrible circumstances (he was cool though). Im just, as Ive prolly said 5 billion times, frustrated. I want to meet someone. I want to have more experience in relationships (and I dont meet sex, I mean on an emotional level, although yeah sure Id like to have sex but thats besides the point I think). I feel isolated… oh gosh, Im probably sounding like every other post Ive done on here, and every other one someone else makes…so Im probably just wasting space, but I really needed to ranted here. What thoughts do you have for me people??? Cheers and Love, Dylan