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Ive been trolling this board for about 3 hours, reading some of the post and just enjoying the site. Well I was reading a post about a guy that was sexual attracted to men and would feel wierd after he came. Well, Im in the same boat I have masturbated to men since I was like 7 and LOVE it when Im doing it. I love the thought of being with a man, a man inside me, and just making a man happy, untill i cum. After I cum, I think its bad and I shouldnt do it. Well I have been talking (over the internet) with this guy for about a year. He is about 20 years older than me. (Im 24) Ive always had a thing for older men. I have masturbated on my web-cam for him and loved doing it, but after I cum, I am very short with him and sign off. He is taking his time with me and makes me feel good about myself. I want to meet him but cant build enough courage to do it. I get all amped up and say to myself, “this is it, im gonna do it” but then my courage just goes to shit. Ive had to gay experances when i was younger (18) I got a blow job from another 18yr old guy and it was GREAT. But i couldnt return the favor. I guess i was scarred. This guy has treated me wonderfully and I just dont know what to do. I like girls, but girls really dont turn me on that much anymore. Please, can yall give me some insite on what to do? Also am I gay? Im Lost Mike